hyelo my Brose

 oops i almost forgot about this blog my bad. i might start posting creepypastas w/ pictures if i ever get that motivation

 its always my left arm!!!!!

i keep getting weird stuff happening to my left arm. first it was mums thumb and now my elbow is like doing a weird thing idk. it starts doing that when i do the dishes or hold it in like that way in which you hold your papers down when you're writing. idk i asked mum and she said it might be something with my ulna nerve or however its spelt becuz she sez she's had frends who've had that happen 2 them be4

😭but why my left arm 😢

Bazinga...

 nahhh i was probably just being a big softie 🤣

babbling on

 so like i went bald and obviously i'd look like an egg but duhh it'll grow back eventually and honestly it felt like really good to touch like i love short hair and and you know i went to like school with it right and i went to my friend group and i went like "im bald lol im jessy pinkan" and i took off the beanie and i was like "yo mista whyte!!!" and they immediately started poking fun at me for even doing this like 😂🤣 omg duhh 😗😗obviously it would look like an egg 🙄but anyways the insults thrown at me felt heavier than what it was in my head, because like they're being said by real people right in front of me right LOL idk.

something about the difference between my fuzzy thoughts and the sharp reality just makes terrible things even worse yk? you get what im putting down? anyways ive been sick for the past few weeks and i reevaluted those moments with friends and now i feel like a total fucking idiot for even embarrassing myself in the first place by saying incriminating and outrageous things that would make my friends laugh because thats my entire purpose in life. to make people laugh and feel good. not me. i dont deserve that bliss. i'm just a passing thought in their life it's not like i make a difference 🤷‍♂️😂 i don't even think i should be affected by it 🙆‍♂️ because like its all just fun and games you know they're just making little jokes about what i look like

not that they even thought about how it feels to affirm my identity through shaving off all of my hair 🤣 i mean i look even more like a teenage boy now this is the best ive felt. and my hair?! oh my HAIR. it just feels so soft and smooth. way better than when i had longer hair. so like i

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bro.

 i recently asked my parents about my heritage and it turns out. i don't have irish heritage. i thought i did. idk what i'm gonna tell my friends.

i hate being stupid